I always like carousels. They belong to the world of whimsical whatnots and I’m a sucker for it. I want to ride on one exquisite horse which I’d carefully handpick among the finest breed. And I want to have someone holding onto my hand while we go round and round. I have a new goal in life - to be an artist. Specifically, a painter. I want to paint on a huge canvas. I want to be good...
Inspired By The Iron Mind
Feeling super inspired right now though I’m still battling with fatigue. I’ve decided to cut out 90% of meat in my diet. Think I’ve been eating way too much thus the tiredness. I felt less tired when I made an effort to eat less meat last week. Read this IronMind post last night and it really hit me how connected your mind and body is. I remembered when I went yoga almost...
I don’t have a lot of friends, just a handful of them but am never close to any one of them. There’s this particular quality in me that resists being too involved with people. There’s only one person I let myself get close to and that’s Tim. I guess I am quite insecure. I need to know that I am truly accepted and loved for who I am in order to really be myself with them....
I’m not an atheist and I choose to believe that God exists. I don’t have a problem with faith in the sense that I don’t need to see it to believe it. I grew up in an environment where it is instilled in me that there is God. I’m a Taoist and I don’t believe that there is only one God. I believe that God takes form in many and tonight I’m going to take a...
Sometimes I miss you so much I wonder why I do and I wonder if you really love me because if you do I wouldn’t be feeling and thinking like this all the time. I never thought one would get tired of missing. So I think starting from today, we don’t see each other often so I can get used to missing you this much till I stop. I can be quite callous, I know.